There I was, in the middle of this party, enjoying the music, eyeing delicious men when it sank in…’I’m not getting any tonight‘.
I couldn’t let that happen. I didn’t have to get up for work the next morning…why spend the night alone?
I chugged my last drink and while locking my gaze on a tall, dark, chocolate statue, I was dancing on a random stranger. I didn’t even bother to check him out.
The next thing I remember is sitting in a man’s car in the drive-through looking at him as he asks “Do I know you?”
I smiled and it defused him. He stretched out his hand and introduced himself. I shook it and told him my name.
“So, where are you going?” He asked.
“Wherever you are going.”
“Ok. So you are going my way, cool.”
The rest of the conversation was a blur but I remember hearing “I don’t want to take you away from your man, what would he think?” and something about ‘eating some food’ and that ‘who knows, maybe we’ll #&*%’.
I do remember what happened in the car…Let’s not talk about that.
In the darkness of his apartment, he grabbed my neck and pushed me against the wall while biting his lip and drawing closer to me.
My heart raced and before I could gather my thoughts and catch my breath, he engulfed my mouth with his and took me in to an all-consuming kiss.He pulled back and undressed me as he kissed my body, touching me everywhere asking if my boyfriend does it like that to me.
I could hardly get a complete word out of my mouth.
Before I knew what was happening I was in the air. Then I was on the bed. Then I was assaulted with the best of every trick in the book.
I don’t know when he stopped playing in my hair but coupled with the sex it was the perfect way to knock me out.
I fell asleep with the thought of our agreement to do this again…in secrecy.
Then I woke up.
Everywhere, everything was bright. The onslaught of light left me useless for a little while.
I rolled over to face him.
“Good morning” said my boyfriend.
I smiled. “I needed that.”
“And I needed that.”