It was one of those mornings you wish you had very little to none of!
I woke up wanting to stay in bed and watch cartoons with you! (your ideal Saturday morning huh).
I couldnt do that for a number of reasons:
- I am letting go of you
- I hadn’t called (non-business) or texted you in a long while
- The agreement was to go back to our regular lives
- I just wanted to talk….waking up with you requires so much more than talk
- I didn’t want to do anything that will contribute to me liking you anymore than I already do.
And most importantly:
- The T.V. is not in my room
- You weren’t in my bed.
I miss you…..
Of course I do,
Cant believe that I do
Hard to not miss you.
I don’t know if you miss me.
You said that seeing me, knowing where I am and not being able to act like I belong to you makes you jealous.
Is that anything to go by to know if you miss me or not?
I know you are extremely busy. That’s ok. I’m busy too. I guess I’m just saying that you were right; this is going to be hard. I miss you, not quite sure if I want to release my grip yet and as much as I hate cartoons I really miss your ideal Saturday mornings……….staying in bed late, watching cartoons.